4pm on a Friday at work
Sep. 3rd, 2021 03:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
intentional_lifeCRICKETS. no one can be heard in my office. the long labor day weekend is upon us and most of my coworkers have bounced. they're out of here !! enjoying their time. I'm still here but sometimes I feel grounded in being here when no one else is here because it assures me that when I do need to leave early that I can without people questioning me.
I feel like this week I've been working on appreciating my job. I had a tough last month to two months. the last 50ish days have been very taxing on me. a lot of built up stress hit a threshold for me. I was sick and tired of the bullshit and anger built up , resentment built up and everything blew up for me. I'm still struggling but in a different way. i'm more aware.
this week ive been trying to remember what i'm appreciative for. I am remembering that although my job has things I do not like about it that overall I am grateful for my amazing benefits (Such as being able to have psychoanalysis 3x per week) and my pay and my free health insurance. I mean...come on...its very good. And I want to be able to see the good in my job to the best of my abilities. gratitude keeps me grounded and I need lots of it.
I feel like this week I've been working on appreciating my job. I had a tough last month to two months. the last 50ish days have been very taxing on me. a lot of built up stress hit a threshold for me. I was sick and tired of the bullshit and anger built up , resentment built up and everything blew up for me. I'm still struggling but in a different way. i'm more aware.
this week ive been trying to remember what i'm appreciative for. I am remembering that although my job has things I do not like about it that overall I am grateful for my amazing benefits (Such as being able to have psychoanalysis 3x per week) and my pay and my free health insurance. I mean...come on...its very good. And I want to be able to see the good in my job to the best of my abilities. gratitude keeps me grounded and I need lots of it.
