Analysis 8.24.21
Aug. 24th, 2021 09:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
intentional_life- I've been angry because I have compromised aspects of myself to not have to "know" certain things.
- By doing this I have sacrificed what I really want, really need, to keep "the peace". I havent wanted to know things that now I cannot unknow.
- It's only when I can be my true authentic self (the good, bad, the ugly, the dark, the light, the silly, the needy, the erotic, the rage, the prude, the shame) that I can really be known. The alternative is to have to live in partial/modified versions of ourselves. Always caged. Always partial. Always fragmented.
- Being known for our whole self is the truest wish we all have. I know it's what I really want.
- By doing this I have sacrificed what I really want, really need, to keep "the peace". I havent wanted to know things that now I cannot unknow.
- It's only when I can be my true authentic self (the good, bad, the ugly, the dark, the light, the silly, the needy, the erotic, the rage, the prude, the shame) that I can really be known. The alternative is to have to live in partial/modified versions of ourselves. Always caged. Always partial. Always fragmented.
- Being known for our whole self is the truest wish we all have. I know it's what I really want.
