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intentional_lifelast time I checked in,,, was start of December. wow. I was at the start of my being sick. I never testing positive for covid but im pretty damn sure its what I had.
all of December and all of January HAS BEEN A SHIT SHOW.
first I was sick.
then all the covid surges happened so I stopped going to the gym. this really caused a ripple effect that my body was really hurting, my rib caged was hurting, I had a lump in my breast (already got a mammogram and testing negative) and then just GENERALLY FILLING ILL.
I think it was a mix of getting covid plus stopping all my health conscious behaviors.
I just wanna scream and cry right now.
then about a week ago my abuela dies. she died, yall. this five foot woman who cared for me and loved and would do anything for me. she died. I love her so much and it makes me so incredibly sad.
and then I do feel like my grandmother's love exploded all over me. she passed on and her love sprinkled all over the world to her grandchildren and children softening their hearts and giving them peace in their hearts.
I have so many feelings my oh my.
also, I set my wedding date. it all came in a big blur. I have so much to say and not enough time. I will recap on all of this tomorrow.
with love, Me
all of December and all of January HAS BEEN A SHIT SHOW.
first I was sick.
then all the covid surges happened so I stopped going to the gym. this really caused a ripple effect that my body was really hurting, my rib caged was hurting, I had a lump in my breast (already got a mammogram and testing negative) and then just GENERALLY FILLING ILL.
I think it was a mix of getting covid plus stopping all my health conscious behaviors.
I just wanna scream and cry right now.
then about a week ago my abuela dies. she died, yall. this five foot woman who cared for me and loved and would do anything for me. she died. I love her so much and it makes me so incredibly sad.
and then I do feel like my grandmother's love exploded all over me. she passed on and her love sprinkled all over the world to her grandchildren and children softening their hearts and giving them peace in their hearts.
I have so many feelings my oh my.
also, I set my wedding date. it all came in a big blur. I have so much to say and not enough time. I will recap on all of this tomorrow.
with love, Me
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Date: 2022-01-25 01:08 am (UTC)